MY FAMILY

Lol. Just came back from bowling as usual. :) Well, went for dinner with my family at Jurong East. Coz my Ah gong bdae. Took photos with my family and stuff but the photos with my cousin. Will upload when i recieve them. Then after that went for bowling session again!!! I just feel im getting better and better. Haha. I told my Dad i wan join club. He asked me my Avg. And i said around 150. He laughs!!!!! LIKE HES BETTER THAN ME! LOL. Then he told me that Anna's Avg is about 200. zzz. She bowl so long ler of course la!!! Somemore she got coach i dont haf!! He asked me to approach Anna for help. >.< so PAISEH!! Then came home watch some damn funny short video. Will share the laughter with all readers. HAHA. Will post it after i download too. :)

Just feeling bored so write abit stuff. Recently alot has happen for my friends and i. Well, things just ain't going our way and the way it is. Cl is going to report to camp this monday. All the best. For my very good friend i got something for u to read. Maybe can give you more ideas. (dont wan sae name. wait he very busy). And for ROM to read.

Love Poem.

I'm so sad and depressed

If I had one wish.

If one desire

could come true.

If I had one wish.

My wish would be you.

If I could choose.

I would stay in

your arms forever.

Our hearts would fuse.

And our love would become an endeavor.

I would wish for you to stay with me.
For you to be my love.
You would be my hearts key.
Forever my angel, my dove.

Forever is a long time.
To require in a single command.
I will write our love in a rhyme.
For it would be my demand.

I would ask of this.
Only with your permission.
Lost in a kiss.
Our love is my ambition.

So I wished upon the star.
The star that reminded me most of you.
My actions seemed bizarre.
But this wish I had to pursue.

I wish...
If I had one wish.
My wish would be you.
And since I made that wish.
My wish has come true...

i wish i was you lip gloss,
every day your lips i touch,
always with you in your purse,
id see your face so much,

i wish i was your eye liner,
in your eyes id be,
finally theres a moment,
where all you see is me,

i wish i was your pants,
actually your belt on your waist,
wrapped tightly around you,
as we went place to place,

i wish i was your sweater,
a turtle neck preferably,
i could smell your scent,
and kiss your neck indefinitely,

i wish i was your mirror,
id be the first to see your face,
every morning you woke up,
only us in a confined space,

i wish i was yours,
i wish with all my might,
just for one more time,
which we could spend a night..

Well nothing much to do today. Just slacking at home. Study in the day play at night. Lol. Yesterday met Seng, Cl, Fiona and her bf then went to Bukit Timah eat prata. Lol. Then tonight going BOWLING. WEEE~. Haha. Nothing to do in my life now except STUDIES and BOWLING. Lol. Oh wells. Seng met with some difficulties. Haha. JIAYOU.

To the girl whose beauty is present in all seasons
I tell you why you are beautiful, here are the reasons:

Your beauty extends into the heavens,
it goes on forever and never lessens.
Even when the clouds heighten
you are here and the world brightens.
You are like a fruit that constantly ripens
your beauty continues to grow no mater what happens.

My fondness for you constantly deepens
because every time I see you my heart starts to weaken.
You make everything else appear hollow
where ever you are loveliness is sure to follow.
You shine so bright you cast your own shadow
a beauty that others would love to borrow.
But try as they might your beauty they will never catch
because something like you they could never match.

Your beauty seems to increase with every breathe
it tests the limits my imagination can stretch.
It makes me question if what I am seeing is real
I only know it is true by the way that I feel.
Your beauty is so vast it can't be concealed
there is no hiding it your beauty is always revealed.

The power of your beauty is the world's greatest gift
the heaviest boulder it could easily lift.
A girl this perfect I never knew
all that changed the moment I met you.
Heaven on Earth I was not aware
until I met a girl that was crafted with such care.
You would be the answer to a prayer
if someone asked for something rare with beauty to spare.

If I had a choice I would choose this girl over air
for air can't compare to a girl not found elsewhere.


Haha. ROM for you again.

LOL. Got home after bowling session at ard 5 plus. Cause vin never drive then i sent him home after supper at Ghim Moh. Ate prawn mee. LOL. Bowling session was fun as usual. Played team all the way. Then Chris brought 2 friends along. Both of them oso pro. ZZZ. So i lost 4 games and won onli 1. LOL. Didnt go for morning mass with my parents. These past few days my nose has been giving me problem. Keep sneezing. Dunno which girl thinking of me.. HAHA. Lol. Not feeling well these few days also. Cough Flu and abit of fever. Then around 7 met Cl, Ping, Seng and St. Went for dinner at Great world opposite the coffee shop. We shared Kuey Chap. Then had desert. After that went to great world walk walk. Make a fool out if ourselves. Haha. Then after that i tried Ah ping's bike. Haha. Riding looks fun. Haha. But so dangerous. I just rode up and down. LOL. So scary. >.< Then after that Cl sent me home. :) LOL. We wanted to go bowling today also, but... Got league going on. 9pin tap. Lol. Im going to participate soon!! Lol. Still waiting to be head hunted into some club as usual. :) *waiting*

WAHAHAHA. I am just so glad to be home. =) LOL. Booked in on mon night then everyday in camp just sleep, sleep eat and sleep. Haha. Going to ORD ler. :) Hmm. Then when i booked in ROMULAS said he read my blog and found it very interesting. And he also asked me to write dedicate a poem to him. LOL. ok. I'll write 1 for u. He was the very 1st guy i ever KISSED LIPS TO LIPS. WTF!!! We were just going for our section topo in some training area then we started talking then dunno what on earth happen we kissed. LOL. Hmm. Then everyday in camp play muchkin, Sabotuer and Citadals. LOL. All card games. Well then had some training on fri-sat. So didnt book out on friday. LOL. Went to Keat Hong camp for training. =) Then my good friends, apparently all smokers, went to the smoking point talk cock sing song. Then we suddenly had some stupid idea of playing rubber but using ciggarete boxes. OMG. We were so lame at that point of time. LOL. Really like Army life. Always doing things that can never be done outside. :) The friends, the companion and the shit we go through. Haish. When we are in army we were like WTF, when can i ORD. But when the ORD date is drawing near, we just keep thinging of the old days we talk cock togather and stuff. Our minds are jus all so contradicting. Don't really know what i want. LOL. Then booking out EDEN drove me home. TY EDEN!! MUACKS~ haha. LOL. so nw i must write a poem for ROM!!!


Rom is neither tall nor handsome
But sometimes sweet and pleasant
He and me were buddies
But that was when we were funny
We shared our first kiss in area D
But that was totally unintentionally
He said he was too shy to tag
But the i told him that he dare
He said he wanted to know more girls
Yet i replied that i can onli grill
He laugh all day for no reason
But never fails to keep us still
His jokes aint funny
Its just that he is cocky
Now here i end saying
That he is worth FORSAKING!!

He also asked me to write some love poem for him to see. LOL. SO DEMANDING. I WRITE 1 LA. FOR FRIENDS SAKE.

These are the words I cannot say
But they come from the heart
Despite all the arguments
I've liked you from the start

I like the way your mind works
The way you're so unique
And when I'm in my darkest hour
I long to hear you speak

I like the way you walk
The way you slightly smile
And when your move close to me
You cause my heart to go wild

I like the ways you're different
I like those mysterious eyes
Actually I like everything
Even what's inside

I long for you to hold me
To feel your lips on mine
I know it isn't work yet
We need a little more time

But these are all the things
I guess I cannot yet say
Like how I somehow manage
To think of you all day

Yes I'm scared you'll hurt me
Just break me and leave
I don't want to have to worry
I don't want to be deceived

How all this can work
I'll guess we'll never know
But don't turn your back on me yet
I'm not quite ready for you to go

I'm sorry for writing this
But its all I can do
It the only way for me
To say I love you

For these are the words
I just cannot say
But things will be different
One day...

OK ROM. THATS ALL FOR TODAY. =)
LOOKING FORWARD TO TONIGHTS BOWLING!!

:) Just came home after church. Zzz. So late. LOL. Hmm. Yesterday, ask my daddy for car at 6pm. Then took him quite some time to reply cause he went jogging. ~SHOCKED. Lol. Then went to celebrate valentine's day wif my goodie friends. We went to Sunset Way to eat steamboat. Lol. Not that bad. Quite ok. And the price was resonable. Took afew photos. Only don't have Seng and Ade one. They don't want to take. Ate quite alot. After everything was so bloated until cannot stand. After eating sent Ade home to change cause she was wearing skirt. Lol. then she bought her own ball and shoe. :) Well i didnt really win anything yesterday. All the $2 bets i lost. Only Seng, Chris and Vin won. Each a game. So avg they won about $12 each. haha. HAHA. Something funny happened. The 1st game we played drinks. So it was like the last two players with the least score must treat the top 3 bowlers. Then to our surprised only Seng won by a 1 point different. LOL. The rest of us all got the same score of 111. WTH. Haha. DAMN FUNNY. HAHA

PHOTOS*

CL AND GF

PING AND GF

TWO DATELESS GUYS

MY NEW PINK BOWLING SHOE

ADELINE

JUST A RANDOM GAME SCORE!

CHRIS,VIN,DAY

YAN JING, ADELINE, CL, SENG

LOL. Jus t got home from camp!. WAhahaha.. Took leave tomorrow. Then tmr going down to chevrons to get new bowling shoes. :) Went back to camp waste time. Just used computer the whole day. Cause all the big shots all went for some retreat. Then today went play computer again. Then csm was thr then u started pinching people again!!! PAIN. Then went back to bunk changed then book out lo. Then physco Jude to sent me to Gombak. Haha. Drive his stupid EG6. LOL. So low. Haha. Drive so fast somemore. Haha. Reached Gombak from camp in around 10 mins. Was kind of heavy traffic cause people just knocking off. :) Then took train home ler. :)

*WAITING FOR SATURDAY BOWLING SESSION*

Just feeling bored so.

Love Poem.

I'm so sad and depressed

And all I want to do is rest

I go to sleep at night

But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed

And wonder if there is anything I could have said

I wish you were still here

But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know

I just wish you didn't have to go

I just want one more day with you

And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day

There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again

But my life is just started to begin.

When i think of you.

When I think of you, you fill my mind;

There’s no more thinking room I find.

I’ve never had such thoughts before;

I’m lost in you, whom I adore.
I think no more of mundane things,

Like common pleasures that living brings.

I just think of you, and I’m filled with dreams;

To keep your love fills all my schemes.

HAPPY ADVANCE VALENTINE DAY TO ALL.

Hehe. Just got back from blowling session again.. As usual. I went to church with my dad first then daddy drove back then i borrowed the car. =) Then i met Cl, Vin, Seng, Ping, Chris, St and Yc thr. Went there started bowling. Then Cl, Yc, Chris and me were a team. Seng, Vin, Ping and St were another team. We bet drinks for the 1st round. so it was a team play. :) Seng requested we handicap 60 points!!! Keep bargain!!! I was angry then i put him 70 points instead. Wahaha. Lucky we won!! Hehe. so i had free drinks. Then after that started the usual 1-3 $2. Muahaha. Today very happening.. I won only 1 game.! Chris won 2 game and seng won 1 game. >.< Yc was damn angry she didnt get it. Haha. She lost to Chris last round by onli 2 points. Haha. Then Chris got sportmanship. He shared the pool money with Yc. Haha. After bowling went to the same prata shop. The more nicer one. =) Then drove home then Cl as usual sent me back to my house. =) Ty Cl. =) Then later at 7am going church so nw cannot sleep. If not SURE cannot wake up. Then tonight they might be going to bowl again. =)

Today stay at home whole day do nothing. Read my books, play computer games and eat eat eat!! Hmm. But when i was taking a walk outside my house i saw rainbow and faster ran back into the house took my camera and took phots of it. Haha. Will show you all. :) Then in the evening watch tv then played game with Vin. Haha. I won him. :) Im such a talent. Haha. jk. Then as usual looking forward to this sat bowling session.. :)

cool rite?

Did nothing much today. Just woke up in the morning studied and then in the evening went over to my hse upstairs got some budding group like prayer group like that. Went there sing song then share abit then came home ler. Then today also nothing much happen. :) Always looking for forward to sat whr i can go bowling with all my frens.. :)

Just felt bored so i'm gonna ans a qns most ppl like to ask...

What is Love?

Love is the way that our lives intertwine.

Love is the feeling of your hand in mine.

Love is each look and each meaningful touch-

The unspoken language that tells us so much.

Love is the laughter and joy that we share,

But most of all, love is just knowing you're there.

And this is for all my good frens!!

We've got a lot of memories,

But there isn't much time.

I'm sitting here thinking of,

the day we say goodbye.

Our friendship is so strong.

It seems like nothing could go wrong.

We know even when you're gone;

we got the strength to carry on?

Because, we are the best there is yet and,

We are what not a lot of people get and,

We are the thing that people want because,

We're there for a shoulder to cry on.

No one can make us change our minds,

because we'll be best friends for all time.

It seems there are so many people who have a different friend everyday,

we thank God for each othercause not lots of friends stay this way.

We've had our up and downs.

We've circled round and round.

But then we finally founda friendship so bound with trust!

Because, we are the best there is yet and,

We are what not a lot of people get and,

We are the thing that people want because,

We're there for a shoulder to cry on.

No one can make us change our minds,

because we'll be best friends for all time.

We laugh at things no one seems to think is quite that funny.

We make weird faces sometimes.

We say things people would hide.

We'll be best friends till we die.

When you leave we're going to cry;

but sometimes life is unkind,

least we'll be friends for all time.

And this is for my parents...

I know I didn't come with instructions but what child did and at this age I know you wish I had

It's not all me and it's not all you but do your faults reflect in me? What were you like when you were my age?

If I could change I would...I'd go back to every wrong move I have made. If I could take the blame all the time I would. If I could take back all the shame I would.

There are secrets and feelings buried deep, deep beneath the wall i have built, they are to deep you can not see, but they never leave. No.

Yesterday seems dark, because there is a hole in my heart...the shape of you.

I want to let go, when I can't let my feelings show, never look back, freeze time...then there would be no past.

I feel helpless, inside the hurt, shame all bottled up inside...with out a relationship with you i am nothing.

My feelings cut me deep, what i have sewn I know shall reap.

Bruises and cuts, they dissapear and fade with time. Scars are forever, I don't want to leave any on those i care about.

I was never Daddy's little boy or Mommy's little angel.

I don't want to let go, I see you Please don't turn your back like you often do. And act like I'm not....cuz your all that i got.

Sometimes I wish I could walk in your shoes, but when my world goes quiet a song plays back in my head and i see the hurt i have bestowed upon you and that is what hurts the most, i realize i am the one confused, but are you too? I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean. I don't know how I got this way.

But that is all I am trying to wash away.

Muahah. Just got home after having bowling session AGAIN!. Hmm. We didnt go to the international buffet to celebrate Seng's bdae. He didnt want to go there. So instead, we went to Holland blk43 eat "zhi char". Haha. We ordered cereal prawns, beancurd(tofu), herbal chicken(1 whole chicken), soup, vegetable and the "you tiao". Haha. Cl, Vin, Ping and me brought a cake for Seng and sang him a bdae song. He was so Paiseh. Haha. We oso bet $2 on who can guess the amount for the bill. LOL. Cl won the bet. Lol. Everything also bet. Overall it was cheaper and nicer than the one Vin brought us. Zzz. Hmm. After that came home wait for daddy to lend me car. :) Borrowed the car around 11pm. Then we headed down to Safra(as usual) and had our bowling game. Chris was playing with his fren so we played amoung ourselves. Seng, Vin and me were a team. Cl, Yq, Ping and St were another team. We bet drinks for the first game. My team LOST!!. By a gap of 50 points. LOL. second game, we played nuggets and sotong balls. WE LOST AGAIN. By a gap of 70 points. LOL. After that we started 1-3 and side bets. LOL. I won the 1-3 but lost the $2 bet. The fourth game Chris joined us and we played $2 again. I won. :) The pool money was $12. :) The fifth game i WON again. :) Total=$24. Haha. I had only once chance with the angpow and i got it. Wee. Seng sad. Wasnt even given a chance. Haha. After bowling we headed down to Ghim Moh eat prawn noodle then i came home already. :) Had an enjoyable day today and will be looking forward to next week. :) And i want to change my bowling shoes to PINK. :)