:) Just came home after church. Zzz. So late. LOL. Hmm. Yesterday, ask my daddy for car at 6pm. Then took him quite some time to reply cause he went jogging. ~SHOCKED. Lol. Then went to celebrate valentine's day wif my goodie friends. We went to Sunset Way to eat steamboat. Lol. Not that bad. Quite ok. And the price was resonable. Took afew photos. Only don't have Seng and Ade one. They don't want to take. Ate quite alot. After everything was so bloated until cannot stand. After eating sent Ade home to change cause she was wearing skirt. Lol. then she bought her own ball and shoe. :) Well i didnt really win anything yesterday. All the $2 bets i lost. Only Seng, Chris and Vin won. Each a game. So avg they won about $12 each. haha. HAHA. Something funny happened. The 1st game we played drinks. So it was like the last two players with the least score must treat the top 3 bowlers. Then to our surprised only Seng won by a 1 point different. LOL. The rest of us all got the same score of 111. WTH. Haha. DAMN FUNNY. HAHA

PHOTOS*

CL AND GF

PING AND GF

TWO DATELESS GUYS

MY NEW PINK BOWLING SHOE

ADELINE

JUST A RANDOM GAME SCORE!

CHRIS,VIN,DAY

YAN JING, ADELINE, CL, SENG

LOL. Jus t got home from camp!. WAhahaha.. Took leave tomorrow. Then tmr going down to chevrons to get new bowling shoes. :) Went back to camp waste time. Just used computer the whole day. Cause all the big shots all went for some retreat. Then today went play computer again. Then csm was thr then u started pinching people again!!! PAIN. Then went back to bunk changed then book out lo. Then physco Jude to sent me to Gombak. Haha. Drive his stupid EG6. LOL. So low. Haha. Drive so fast somemore. Haha. Reached Gombak from camp in around 10 mins. Was kind of heavy traffic cause people just knocking off. :) Then took train home ler. :)

*WAITING FOR SATURDAY BOWLING SESSION*

Just feeling bored so.

Love Poem.

I'm so sad and depressed

And all I want to do is rest

I go to sleep at night

But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed

And wonder if there is anything I could have said

I wish you were still here

But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know

I just wish you didn't have to go

I just want one more day with you

And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day

There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again

But my life is just started to begin.

When i think of you.

When I think of you, you fill my mind;

There’s no more thinking room I find.

I’ve never had such thoughts before;

I’m lost in you, whom I adore.
I think no more of mundane things,

Like common pleasures that living brings.

I just think of you, and I’m filled with dreams;

To keep your love fills all my schemes.

HAPPY ADVANCE VALENTINE DAY TO ALL.

Hehe. Just got back from blowling session again.. As usual. I went to church with my dad first then daddy drove back then i borrowed the car. =) Then i met Cl, Vin, Seng, Ping, Chris, St and Yc thr. Went there started bowling. Then Cl, Yc, Chris and me were a team. Seng, Vin, Ping and St were another team. We bet drinks for the 1st round. so it was a team play. :) Seng requested we handicap 60 points!!! Keep bargain!!! I was angry then i put him 70 points instead. Wahaha. Lucky we won!! Hehe. so i had free drinks. Then after that started the usual 1-3 $2. Muahaha. Today very happening.. I won only 1 game.! Chris won 2 game and seng won 1 game. >.< Yc was damn angry she didnt get it. Haha. She lost to Chris last round by onli 2 points. Haha. Then Chris got sportmanship. He shared the pool money with Yc. Haha. After bowling went to the same prata shop. The more nicer one. =) Then drove home then Cl as usual sent me back to my house. =) Ty Cl. =) Then later at 7am going church so nw cannot sleep. If not SURE cannot wake up. Then tonight they might be going to bowl again. =)

Today stay at home whole day do nothing. Read my books, play computer games and eat eat eat!! Hmm. But when i was taking a walk outside my house i saw rainbow and faster ran back into the house took my camera and took phots of it. Haha. Will show you all. :) Then in the evening watch tv then played game with Vin. Haha. I won him. :) Im such a talent. Haha. jk. Then as usual looking forward to this sat bowling session.. :)

cool rite?

Did nothing much today. Just woke up in the morning studied and then in the evening went over to my hse upstairs got some budding group like prayer group like that. Went there sing song then share abit then came home ler. Then today also nothing much happen. :) Always looking for forward to sat whr i can go bowling with all my frens.. :)

Just felt bored so i'm gonna ans a qns most ppl like to ask...

What is Love?

Love is the way that our lives intertwine.

Love is the feeling of your hand in mine.

Love is each look and each meaningful touch-

The unspoken language that tells us so much.

Love is the laughter and joy that we share,

But most of all, love is just knowing you're there.

And this is for all my good frens!!

We've got a lot of memories,

But there isn't much time.

I'm sitting here thinking of,

the day we say goodbye.

Our friendship is so strong.

It seems like nothing could go wrong.

We know even when you're gone;

we got the strength to carry on?

Because, we are the best there is yet and,

We are what not a lot of people get and,

We are the thing that people want because,

We're there for a shoulder to cry on.

No one can make us change our minds,

because we'll be best friends for all time.

It seems there are so many people who have a different friend everyday,

we thank God for each othercause not lots of friends stay this way.

We've had our up and downs.

We've circled round and round.

But then we finally founda friendship so bound with trust!

Because, we are the best there is yet and,

We are what not a lot of people get and,

We are the thing that people want because,

We're there for a shoulder to cry on.

No one can make us change our minds,

because we'll be best friends for all time.

We laugh at things no one seems to think is quite that funny.

We make weird faces sometimes.

We say things people would hide.

We'll be best friends till we die.

When you leave we're going to cry;

but sometimes life is unkind,

least we'll be friends for all time.

And this is for my parents...

I know I didn't come with instructions but what child did and at this age I know you wish I had

It's not all me and it's not all you but do your faults reflect in me? What were you like when you were my age?

If I could change I would...I'd go back to every wrong move I have made. If I could take the blame all the time I would. If I could take back all the shame I would.

There are secrets and feelings buried deep, deep beneath the wall i have built, they are to deep you can not see, but they never leave. No.

Yesterday seems dark, because there is a hole in my heart...the shape of you.

I want to let go, when I can't let my feelings show, never look back, freeze time...then there would be no past.

I feel helpless, inside the hurt, shame all bottled up inside...with out a relationship with you i am nothing.

My feelings cut me deep, what i have sewn I know shall reap.

Bruises and cuts, they dissapear and fade with time. Scars are forever, I don't want to leave any on those i care about.

I was never Daddy's little boy or Mommy's little angel.

I don't want to let go, I see you Please don't turn your back like you often do. And act like I'm not....cuz your all that i got.

Sometimes I wish I could walk in your shoes, but when my world goes quiet a song plays back in my head and i see the hurt i have bestowed upon you and that is what hurts the most, i realize i am the one confused, but are you too? I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean. I don't know how I got this way.

But that is all I am trying to wash away.

Muahah. Just got home after having bowling session AGAIN!. Hmm. We didnt go to the international buffet to celebrate Seng's bdae. He didnt want to go there. So instead, we went to Holland blk43 eat "zhi char". Haha. We ordered cereal prawns, beancurd(tofu), herbal chicken(1 whole chicken), soup, vegetable and the "you tiao". Haha. Cl, Vin, Ping and me brought a cake for Seng and sang him a bdae song. He was so Paiseh. Haha. We oso bet $2 on who can guess the amount for the bill. LOL. Cl won the bet. Lol. Everything also bet. Overall it was cheaper and nicer than the one Vin brought us. Zzz. Hmm. After that came home wait for daddy to lend me car. :) Borrowed the car around 11pm. Then we headed down to Safra(as usual) and had our bowling game. Chris was playing with his fren so we played amoung ourselves. Seng, Vin and me were a team. Cl, Yq, Ping and St were another team. We bet drinks for the first game. My team LOST!!. By a gap of 50 points. LOL. second game, we played nuggets and sotong balls. WE LOST AGAIN. By a gap of 70 points. LOL. After that we started 1-3 and side bets. LOL. I won the 1-3 but lost the $2 bet. The fourth game Chris joined us and we played $2 again. I won. :) The pool money was $12. :) The fifth game i WON again. :) Total=$24. Haha. I had only once chance with the angpow and i got it. Wee. Seng sad. Wasnt even given a chance. Haha. After bowling we headed down to Ghim Moh eat prawn noodle then i came home already. :) Had an enjoyable day today and will be looking forward to next week. :) And i want to change my bowling shoes to PINK. :)